What's the best thing that happened to you in 2010?

I started dating -what is now- my girlfriend! ♥

WTF?

Life...

Well, Im going through some weird things right now.
I guess nothing in life is forever, BUT we must enjoy as much as we possibly can, so we dont have regrets later on. Thats how I always lived my life, so anyone close to me would know that. Its me, Im like that and nothing will ever change it.

Its impossible for me to change plus I dont want to anyway. Thats my philosophy of life. Live your life like there's no tomorrow (with responsability always).
I dont know what people expect from me sometimes, what I know is that I always try to live to their expectations. Unfortunately sometimes is too dificult, they ask for the impossible, I still try anyway, just to see me failing at the end.

I think this is pure masochism, and even if I already know that, I keep doing and doing and doing. I guess its time for me to be fuckin selfish.

Im sorry, but Im not pushing anyone from my life just because Im fuckin dating.
People are becoming distant and distant. What am I suppose to say?
Please, forget what happened and pretend Im not dating?

BUT I AM. And I LIKE IT! ♥

Its the best feeling I had in a long long time. So sorry if Im enjoying it so much.
Im NOT blind and going out with my girlfriend only and etc.
The thing is I call people, they dont wanna do anything. Others are too far to do it too.
So I end up hanging around with the closest people I have. End of story.

So What the hell is wrong with people?
Just give me a fuckin break, ok?
Im not perfect, I cant do everything at the same time.

After all Im on MY VACATION.
So Im sleeping as much as I can, so I can get prepared for another semester full of stuff to do. I dont go online a lot, I dont like messenger, I rarely see my orkut and Im not spending time on twitter at all, because it pisses me off. I go on facebook because its easier, and I check my emails bcoz of my job. Period. Thats how my life is right now.
And later on when I get into college, it will be 100 times worse!

So Im not to blame for things, people got distant from me as if I have some disease. Im just dating, its not like I changed myself and who I always was. But I share my life with someone who is special to me now, and I want her to be part of everything regarding my life. And thats how its supposed to be, right? When you decide to date someone for real and share everything you are with a person, you have to let go of some "single habits"!!

Simple, isnt it?? xD

Significado dos Nomes..

*Roubando essa idéia do blog da Eli!*

Eu adorei o que ela falou sobre o nome dela e decidi pesquisar sobre os nomes de todos que estão a minha volta e que são, logicamente, importantes para mim.

Primeiro, o meu próprio nome, lógico:

- Mayara: variante de Maiara. De origem Tupi, significa senhora. Racional, sabe exatamente o que fazer para atingir seus objetivos. devido à sua determinação e perspicácia, consegue obter êxito com seus projetos. É capaz de ligar-se a uma pessoa por toda a sua vida.
Revela certa capacidade para tomar a vida com descontração. É próprio das pessoas que desdramatizam as situações mais conflituosas e delicadas. Por vezes, podem ter implícita dose de volubilidade.


- Alejandra, Alessandra, Alexandra: Significa defensora da humanidade e indica uma pessoa de caráter conciliador. Quem tem esse nome sempre procura resolver os problemas dos outros e conquista a todos com sua enorme meiguice.


- Tayná: Variante de Tainá. Vem dos Carajás, quer dizer estrela. Revela nervosismo perante situações delicadas, especialmente as relacionadas com assuntos familiares. é próprio de pessoas que mostram sempre um caráter utilitarista e que manifestam interesse pela cultura e pelo saber.


- Luana: De origem Africana, de Luanda. Nome de pessoa intuitiva e perceptiva das situações de perigo, como se contasse com um radar. Ela é fiel e exige fidelidade em troca. Significa filha da luz.



Lindos nomes e combinam muito com as pessoas a quem me refiro!
Incrível...quase inacreditável, de tão verdadeiro que parece! ♥

Tegan and Sara

To start this post, here it goes the song Im addicted to in the moment:

The Ocean

Tegan and Sara are freakin cute and twins!
And then I decided to talk about it for many reasons.
They are sisters, twins, singers, canadians and lesbians.

'So what?' you ask.
That's exactly what I ask myself, but people insist to make this a problem. And when I mean this, you know what it is right?

I cant believe there are people who wont listen to them because they are lesbians! I've read many things about it since I started to search about them on the internet.
Its sooooo frustrating! Jesus Christ people, get a life or something.

I hate people who judge others, they'd rather live unhappy with someone they dont like than be free to love whoever they want!

How can this be? Its so unFUCKINbelivable that hurts!

And I love to say that I'm free to love who I want, anytime I want.
I'm not scared of what people say/think about me, and I dont go around screaming 'Heey, I kiss boys and girls', because that's MY problem, and nobody has anything to do with this. For sure.

No straight person goes on the streets screaming they're straight! So Why the hell should gay people do that?
Isnt this a little hypocritical? Well, I think ITS A LOT!

So each person should care about their own fucking business and stop criticising others for their choices. If it bothers you so much whether they have a gay relationship or not, its because you have some desires of your own that reflects on their actions! lol

My useless shit

Okaaaaaaaaaaay!
So I need to save this somewhere <33

Here it goes ;D

[VERY IMPORTANT THINGS]

雅-miyavi-
NEO TOKYO SAMURAI BLACK
WORLD TOUR 2009
- SOUTH AMERICA -

2009/10/13 ブラジル/Sao Paulo/Citybank Hall


DIR EN GREY~
Maquinária Festival

2009/11/08 Sao Paulo/Brazil/Chácara do Jockey

Hey hey portuguese!

Eu fiz esse teste q a Ryo me mandou! Here

Deu isso ae~

Suas prioridades na vida:

1 - Família
2 - Orgulho (hein?)
3 - Amor
4 - Carreira
5 - Dinheiro

Sua personalidade: baba (palavra q me lembrava cachorro ué 8D)

A personalidade do seu parceiro: lindo (eu sei <3)

A personalidade do seu inimigo: nojento

Como você interpreta o sexo: gostoso (HEHEHE)

A descrição da sua vida: azul (fato)

Alguém que nunca vai esquecer você: Alessandra (duh)

Alguém que você pode considerar um amigo verdadeiro: Isis (<3)

Alguém que você realmente ama: Ryo (FATÃO!) *-*

Sua alma gêmea: Tata (I know)

Uma pessoa que você vai lembrar para o resto da sua vida: Ricardinho (HAUHAUAH)

Para que você possa Quero conhecer o Xiah Junsu, você precisa indicar este site para 7 pessoas.

Seu desejo vai se realizar neste dia: Sábado

FAIL

Well, I was at my work (still am) and as I had nothing to do I decided to get this magazine to read (Speak Up), which I think it's very nice by the way.
Anyway, Robert Pattinson was on the cover so I read his interview. lol
There it began, as I was reading his answers I just thought one thing: I wanna shoot myself.

You wanna know why?
Here it is, just a small part of it (thanks god)

"Statement: In conclusion he was asked how he managed to maintain his privacy:

Robert Pattinson:
I think its such a risky thing doing interviews. I try and limit the amount of interviews I do 'cause, I mean, noone's that interesting! I mean, like, especially when, you know, you're not really saying anything."


Well, I'm happy he knows he's not saying anything AT ALL!
How many times can a person say "you know", "like" and "I mean" in one paragraph?
He definitely could write a WHOLE paragraph with just these 3 expressions. LMAO

So, thats just it! Just wanted to share, with myself of course, this awesome and very good answered....piece of crap. 8D

Peace ^^v