I started dating -what is now- my girlfriend! ♥
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Friday, January 7, 2011
Life...
Well, Im going through some weird things right now.
I guess nothing in life is forever, BUT we must enjoy as much as we possibly can, so we dont have regrets later on. Thats how I always lived my life, so anyone close to me would know that. Its me, Im like that and nothing will ever change it.
Its impossible for me to change plus I dont want to anyway. Thats my philosophy of life. Live your life like there's no tomorrow (with responsability always).
I dont know what people expect from me sometimes, what I know is that I always try to live to their expectations. Unfortunately sometimes is too dificult, they ask for the impossible, I still try anyway, just to see me failing at the end.
I think this is pure masochism, and even if I already know that, I keep doing and doing and doing. I guess its time for me to be fuckin selfish.
Im sorry, but Im not pushing anyone from my life just because Im fuckin dating.
People are becoming distant and distant. What am I suppose to say?
Please, forget what happened and pretend Im not dating?
BUT I AM. And I LIKE IT! ♥
Its the best feeling I had in a long long time. So sorry if Im enjoying it so much.
Im NOT blind and going out with my girlfriend only and etc.
The thing is I call people, they dont wanna do anything. Others are too far to do it too.
So I end up hanging around with the closest people I have. End of story.
So What the hell is wrong with people?
Just give me a fuckin break, ok?
Im not perfect, I cant do everything at the same time.
After all Im on MY VACATION.
So Im sleeping as much as I can, so I can get prepared for another semester full of stuff to do. I dont go online a lot, I dont like messenger, I rarely see my orkut and Im not spending time on twitter at all, because it pisses me off. I go on facebook because its easier, and I check my emails bcoz of my job. Period. Thats how my life is right now.
And later on when I get into college, it will be 100 times worse!
So Im not to blame for things, people got distant from me as if I have some disease. Im just dating, its not like I changed myself and who I always was. But I share my life with someone who is special to me now, and I want her to be part of everything regarding my life. And thats how its supposed to be, right? When you decide to date someone for real and share everything you are with a person, you have to let go of some "single habits"!!
Simple, isnt it?? xD
I guess nothing in life is forever, BUT we must enjoy as much as we possibly can, so we dont have regrets later on. Thats how I always lived my life, so anyone close to me would know that. Its me, Im like that and nothing will ever change it.
Its impossible for me to change plus I dont want to anyway. Thats my philosophy of life. Live your life like there's no tomorrow (with responsability always).
I dont know what people expect from me sometimes, what I know is that I always try to live to their expectations. Unfortunately sometimes is too dificult, they ask for the impossible, I still try anyway, just to see me failing at the end.
I think this is pure masochism, and even if I already know that, I keep doing and doing and doing. I guess its time for me to be fuckin selfish.
Im sorry, but Im not pushing anyone from my life just because Im fuckin dating.
People are becoming distant and distant. What am I suppose to say?
Please, forget what happened and pretend Im not dating?
BUT I AM. And I LIKE IT! ♥
Its the best feeling I had in a long long time. So sorry if Im enjoying it so much.
Im NOT blind and going out with my girlfriend only and etc.
The thing is I call people, they dont wanna do anything. Others are too far to do it too.
So I end up hanging around with the closest people I have. End of story.
So What the hell is wrong with people?
Just give me a fuckin break, ok?
Im not perfect, I cant do everything at the same time.
After all Im on MY VACATION.
So Im sleeping as much as I can, so I can get prepared for another semester full of stuff to do. I dont go online a lot, I dont like messenger, I rarely see my orkut and Im not spending time on twitter at all, because it pisses me off. I go on facebook because its easier, and I check my emails bcoz of my job. Period. Thats how my life is right now.
And later on when I get into college, it will be 100 times worse!
So Im not to blame for things, people got distant from me as if I have some disease. Im just dating, its not like I changed myself and who I always was. But I share my life with someone who is special to me now, and I want her to be part of everything regarding my life. And thats how its supposed to be, right? When you decide to date someone for real and share everything you are with a person, you have to let go of some "single habits"!!
Simple, isnt it?? xD
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